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Jun 11, 2012, 8:20:24 PM
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Kind of my take of the Time Warp Meme. Just not in the format.

5th Grade
I had absolutely no idea who I was. At all. My parents made all my decisions for me, and I didn't make any for myself. One of the reasons I'm so screwed up today.

6th Grade
I realized something; haha, hey, I have no friends! I became depressed. This period in my life is probably the second worst. I contemplated everything about myself, and questioned everything I did. Was I socially unacceptable or something? Gained somewhat of a personality.

7th Grade
I became increasingly angry with myself and everything around me. I started wearing long sleeves and stuff because it was more comfortable, which made people assume I self-harmed, coupled with the anti-social habits I started developing. I hated everyone. I hated everything. I became frustrated with my parents. Started wearing eyeliner and combat boots. It fit into my 'EMO' look.

8th Grade
I'm calmer now. It doesn't mean I'm better. Struggling with anti-social habits more often, harmful thoughts began plaguing me. Sh*t went down in my friend-group which emotionally stunted me. Became asexual until further notice.

Thanks if you read that whole thing. Don't make assumptions about people you don't know, please. I'm not emo. I didn't self harm. I used to like people. You took away my trust and my faith in humanity.

thanks

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Art, Self(c) Rijito
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:iconsibu-sabu:
I love your style:D
I hate it when people make assumptions about a person when they don't know who they even really are, I do judge people by how they act towards other people and their personality though.
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~Rijito Jun 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you ^^

I don't like it at all. People at my school are heartless and cruel. I get poked fun at for walking down the hallway,even when I'm doing nothing at all.
I've lost all trust in everyone, and I'm not going to get it back soon.
I'm not a mean person. People just don't know me.
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:iconsibu-sabu:
I understand I know some people at school who are like that sometimes they talk to me like that but I just ignore them because I know who are my real friends and I am happy with myself so I frankly don't care what some kid thinks of me
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=Jaggedyanne Jun 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
the whole thing in 5th grade sounds a lot like my young life too XP
do you thik that happens with a lot of people or are we just weird?
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~Rijito Jun 11, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I don't know. I don't talk to a lot of people about the past.
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