Time Warp

Kind of my take of the Time Warp Meme. Just not in the format.

5th Grade
I had absolutely no idea who I was. At all. My parents made all my decisions for me, and I didn't make any for myself. One of the reasons I'm so screwed up today.

6th Grade
I realized something; haha, hey, I have no friends! I became depressed. This period in my life is probably the second worst. I contemplated everything about myself, and questioned everything I did. Was I socially unacceptable or something? Gained somewhat of a personality.

7th Grade
I became increasingly angry with myself and everything around me. I started wearing long sleeves and stuff because it was more comfortable, which made people assume I self-harmed, coupled with the anti-social habits I started developing. I hated everyone. I hated everything. I became frustrated with my parents. Started wearing eyeliner and combat boots. It fit into my 'EMO' look.

8th Grade
I'm calmer now. It doesn't mean I'm better. Struggling with anti-social habits more often, harmful thoughts began plaguing me. Shit went down in my friend-group which fucked me up.

Thanks if you read that whole thing. Don't make assumptions about people you don't know, please. I didn't self harm. I used to like people. You took away my trust and my faith in humanity.

thanks

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Art, Self (c) Rijito